Monday, February 28, 2005
grrrr.... had a BIG fight with jerome on fri [25 feb]... we were supposed to go to dunman together... cuz his skool's and mine having a netball match... so we bet that our own skools would win and were supposed to go dunman [where all matches are held] and see de results...
half way thru dat day... he told me he couldn't make it... at first i was pissed... becuz abby wanted to go see wad he looked like. Y? becuz i told abby wad a GREAT friend he was....
there was this one day when i quarrelled with my family... [particularly mom and elder sis] and kept crying in my room.... when i went online... i was trying really hard not to "shout" at everyone who tried to have a convo with me... cuz i was feelin down....
den jerome came to talk to me... since we were good friends... i controlled myself and had a convo with him... it turned out good cuz he was making me laugh.... and it made me feel alot ALOT better...
i told abby all this... and dat i'm glad to have him as a friend.... so abby asked me wad he looked like and if he's handsome... i told him in my opinion he is kinda good-looking... so abby wanted to see him... when i told abby he's going to dunman... she decided to go with me oso...
so when jerome said he not going i was pissed as i had told abby he going liao... den nv... since i was pissed i started scoldin him la...
convo:
j: eh i not going leh... goin to national skin
e: huh? wa lau... how can u liddat one.. so guo fen
j: fuck off... lol
e: shuddup asshole
j: look... i was buay song when u said i was too much.... i need to get my skin treated to date godly girls
e: u r an asshole... u ass
j: you are fucking rude
e: who's de one who is rude? i din even use de f-word once yet u kept sayin it
j: verbally you r rude.. FUCK is just like DAMN... a sign of displease..
e: ok fine... FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK... how's dat...
j: wtf... if you ever have a boyfriend you'll probably break within 2 weeks*
*dats was de sentence dat really angered me
e: i hate you... go... go do your skin... no one's stopping you
j: dun angry la... next time treat you...
e: dun wan... shuddup..
j:lol... who wins?
e: asked me for wad.. i no mood to go le... [watch de match]
j: wtf... lol... u OWNED me... i seldom apologised yet you are still being unreasonable...
i din reply after dat..
*online*
j: [says lot of crap but i din really catch any]
j: fine i'm blocking you forever
*thru nabil*
something something something
j: i apologised liao loh...
e: he din... [to nab]
j: ask her to look in her inbox and PUT ON heR specs...
e: there isn't a single "SORRY" in my inbox..
j:i'm 100% sure there is...
e: as if..
he blocked me in msn and we din talked after dat...
argh.... he's de one who's unreasonable ok... and wads de crap with.... "if you ever have a boyfriend you'll probably break within 2 weeks".... wad the hell....
huan asked why i changed so much.... since last time when they teased me i'll joked back but now i get angry... U WANNA NOE WHY?? becuz last time you all teased me about my height... which is true and a fact dats y i accept all de teasings... but recently u all teased me about how i'll nv get a bf... and it really pissed me out.... OK?? it's not dat i have changed.... is de way u all tease me...
me_________`e-leen *
8:59 PM
Monday, February 07, 2005
jerome is a loser... i helped him get gold trohpy for cell in neopets and he dun wanna give me credit for dat... idiot... anyway... i can't get him out of my head... need someone else to help me forget him... who?? we'll see... sigh... spending valentine's alone.... again... as usual.......... sigh......
anyway... going to dunman again today... netball match... vs tkss.... shirin says they are tough... we shall see manz.... get a 40-0 will be good... hahaha... results so far...
vs Boardrick: 60-0 [cool eh?]
vs Jun yuan: 39-18 [not their best]
vs something... (i forgot): 43-2
hehehehehehe... pro right??? :D
me_________`e-leen *
10:36 AM
Wednesday, February 02, 2005
saw "bob" and his friends today... not that i care... he's history... anyway... had NP today... kinda fun... had rifle drills... but i was not doing... cuz got knee injury... ok... no mood to write le..
me_________`e-leen *
7:35 PM
Tuesday, February 01, 2005
argh... he so evil... i said hi twice and he ignored me twice... shyt him... i hate him... i shall go change another target... grrr.... hate him hate him hate him... grrr.... why all de guys i like iddat one... y? y? y? y? i don't like guys.... i hate guys... guys are born to be heart-breakers... my fellow gals... don't fall into these traps set by guys... they will hurt you in de end... there's hardly ever-lasting love in this cruel world.... BEWARE ALL GALS!!!!
me_________`e-leen *
6:01 PM
